Dear my lovely key chain.....

I will hold in my hand and i promise that i will never let u go.....

I wish i could have the chance to see make u smile again.

Dear Key chain, please open your eyes
and look at me once again....


Hello there...
huhuhu.... entry ni ewan just nk specifically dedicate utk smua kwn2 ewan yg chinese..
(i got a few k.... best fren yek!! )... i know, time ewan tgh type ni, korunk smua tgh driving balik ke hometown masing2.... hope u guys will be arrived safely at ur kampung... : )

erm.... ewan pon nk dedicate my very special wish pade seseorang that bring so much meaning and memories to my life... even ewan sndiri pon tak pasti yg die ader thinking about me or not, ewan just nk wish Happy Chinese New Year jugak kat die...

sepanjang idup ewan ngan die before this, mlm nie ( CNY eve), die, family die n ayah angkat die akan wat gathering n diner ramai2 sekeluarga (Mcm family chinese yg lain2 gak)...

then pade ari CNY, die akan visit pakcik makcik die yg mostly kat pj....then second day of CNY baru la die celebrate ngan ewan.... i still remember all those things...huhu..

my last word, Happy Chinese New Year to "U"...... i really hope that this new year will bring so much joy, luck n prosperity for u and please remember my prayer is always with u....semoga boleh skor dlm praktikal U skrng nie......All the best for ur future!!!!!

p/s - I always and forever always remember and hold these 2 words - HOLLAND & ITALY !!!

Im so speechless.... i cudn't talk at all....erm..its has been almost A year i m out frm this so-called blogging world..lot of things going on rite now..however, for the time being, i m happy with my life.. i m with my career and of coz i m abviously happy with the way i am..i m so grateful..Allhamdulillah!!

Guys, really sorry coz ewan dah lame sgt stop blogging... i need some air n space utk bernafas atas all yg dah berlaku...ape yg dah lepas tu, biar kn la...yg penting..Kerjasama..opsss..hehehe..yg pnting ewan kene move forward n chase career yg ewan nk....

skrng ni pon ewan dah dpt ape yg ewan nk...hehehe... but yet, ade lagi 2@3 perkare yg belum tercapai, i hope dlm tahun 2010 nie, smua tu akn dlm genggaman ewan....muahaha (mati la ko ewan kene kutuk ngan bloggers coz Riak n takbur!!!)

anyway, starting by this very 1st 2010 entry, ewan akan start active smula dlm blogging n i promise u that i will post lots of things..just wait n see eh....owh ye, ewan may be tukar template blog bru kot...tp i m still in the midst of considering it..yet!!! huhu..

Rite now ewan tgh belek2 magazine nie...so guess what????? hehehe




korunk ade nk suggest mane2 interior magazine yg best n sesuai utk ewan refe??
coz ewan ade gak refer pd magazine laen..tp magazine kat ats ni cam best je..hahahaha

ok lew...see ya on my next enrty....chow chiow!!!!

1stly, ewan nk thanks alot pd semua kwan2 bloggers yg sudi singgah n visit blog ewan nie... thanks also pd smua kwn2 yg dah tggal kn komen kat sini.... i m so happy to be fren with all of u...i really love u all!!!!

2ndly, ewan nk mintak maap byk2 kat korang smua coz buat mase nie, ewan tak dpt update mahupon singgah kat blog korang semua sekerap yg ewan singgah before....

final exam ewan dah dekat....paper ewan dlam awal May nie, which mean dlm 3 MINGGU je lagi...(skrng ewan, ko patut dh raser takot k)....huaaaa....nak nanges!!!! huhuhu

so, ewan terpkse tumpukan 150% tumpuan ewan pd study...coz byk lagi notes yg ewan tak siapkan...past years questions pon ewan baru sntuh skit2...mati la... tp insyallah, ewan akan try gak update blog ni if ewan ader mase k...... and inysallah ewan akan visit blog kwn2 sumer n komen2 k......

LASTLY, HOPE KORANG DOAKAN EWAN SUKSES K.....COZ NIE FINAL SEM EWAN...WISH ME LUCK YEK...... THANKS GUYS!!!

owh yek, ewan tinggalkan korang ngan 1 "qoute" yg ewan songlap dr page ZAIMAH....THANKS ZAI!!!!

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"KITA KENA BAGI PELUANG PADA ORANG LAIN SAYANGKAN KITA DAN KITA CUBA BELAJAR UTK SAYANG KEMBALI ORANG ITU. FROM APPRECIATION IT GO TO TRUST. FROM TRUST IT GO TO RESPECT. FROM RESPECT IT GO TO LIKE. THEN FROM LIKE IT GO TO LOVE"

slamat siang....
out of suddent, tetibe ewan raser, ewan patut post entry nie....so that smua org akan tau
ape yg sedang bermain kat kepale ewan skrng....mngkin nie ade lah jawapan pd blogger2 yg bace n komen entry ewan yg before nie ( click kat sini utk entry yg lepas )...

terlalu byk ewan nk sampaikan ttg ape yg ewan raser....tentang yg ewan tanggung...tentang ape yg berlaku dan yg paling pnting, kenape ewan still mcam nie??!!.. bukan saje kwn2 blogger yg komen ttg kebodohan ewan, kawn2 rapat pon same......tp biar la, EWAN TAU APE YG EWAN BUAT SEBAB EWAN YANG RASE SEMUA BNDE NIE....ORG LAIN HNYE TGOK & KRITIK....(normal la kn??)

ewan nk berterima kasih pd faizal tahir coz mgzahirkan isi ati ewan mlalui lagu die yg famous nie...lagu nie mmg dlm makne nye utk ewan....dan yg pasti, sure nnti still ade org kate ewan bodoh coz post lagu nie....huhuhuhu.....should i care???

so, klau korang smua ader soklan2 dr entry yg lepas, lagu kat bwh nie ADERLAH JAWAPAN NYE!!!!!

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SAMPAI SYURGA


Ku membenarkan jiwaku
Untuk mencintaimu
Ku persembahkan hidupku
Untuk bersama kamu

Dan diriku untuk kamu
Belum pernah kumerasai begitu

Semua itu telah berlalu
Harapanku palsu
Dan mungkin hari yang satu
Terus ku tertunggu

Di hatiku masih kamu
Belum pernah ku ingin terus memburu

Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu

Sampai syurga ku menunggu
Sampai syurga ku cinta mu
Hanya satu
Hanya kamu

Ku membiarkan hatiku
Untuk merinduimu
Ku menghamparkan sakitku
Untuk tatapan kamu

Bersamamu harapanku
Hilang dalam terang yang membutakanku

Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu

Sampai syurga ku menunggu
Sampai syurga ku cintamu
Hanya kamu

Dan segala yang ku ada
Ku berikan semua
Untuk dirimu saja

Ku mahu dirimu
Bahagia untuk selamanya
Biar sampai syurga
Aku menunggu cinta darimu
Agar ku sempurna

Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu
Namun aku tetap aku
Yang terbaik tuk diriku

Hanya satu

Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu

Sampai syurga ku menunggu
Sampai syurga ku cintamu
Hanya kamu








versi akustik - samapai syurga

TAG NIE, EWAN TRIME DR MR. SYAZWAN (kwn blogger baru) thanks wan!!

Last phone call – from Pak su yg ader kat Terengganu.."kamu dah tgok movie Knowing lom??"
Last text message –kat Aida (my clasmte)...ewan text "weiiii..ko dah siap Assgmt ITF lom??
Last time you cried – leh tak ewan tak nk jawab?? next.......!!!!

HAVE YOU EVER:

Dated someone twice - kelakor la....tp so far ewan tak penah lg.. ~ sigh~
Been cheated – dah biase sgt dah..sampai ewan dah lali ngan cheaterZ nie...memci!! huhuhu
Kissed someone & regretted it – NEVER...coz i only kiss the person tht i LOVE!!!!
Lost someone special – i lost my life, soul n life........ ++ 25/11 ++

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:

Fallen out of love - definately lor..tipu la kalu ewan ckp TAK kn?? huhuhu
Laughed until you cried – byk kali.....mule2 gelak coz nk pujuk ati...last2 skali, tak terpujuk lak..
Met someone who changed your life – yes....obviously......Thanks god i found u!!!!
Found out someone was talking about you – ewan pedulik pe..gasak diorang la nk kate2 ape kat ewan.....my mum penh pesan "kite tak leh puaskan ati smua org".....tul tak?
How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? – agak ramai gak lor....tp skrng diorang dah tak kawan ngan ewan lg.....coz nie smua silap ewan dulu... :(
How many kids do you want to have – berjuta2 lemon leh?? senang skit...huhuhu....
kan anak tu rezki..so klau anak ade juta2, so rezki sure juta2 gak kn???? muahahahha
Do u have any pets – b4 masuk UiTM, ewan ade hamster....3 ekor...Mama syed yg kasi ari tu.
Do you want to change your name – tak nk arrr....susah coz kene trun naik JPN...leceh~~~ :P
What time did you wake up today - 6.45am....coz kol 7am kene antar Yazid gie KTM Padg Jawa naik skuter abg syawal... mngantok!!!!!!
What were you doing at midnight last night – S.T.U.D.Y lor..... coz petang tadi ader test....
nasib baik ape yg ewan study kuar sebjik!!....syukur.. :P
Name something you cannot wait for – to be togther wif my beloved one once again...!!
Last time you saw your father – last 2 months.....die kat Mantin...sibuk gile die skrng nie..
What's one thing you wish you could change – I WISH I COULD TURN BACK THE TIME!!!
What's getting on your nerves right now – about my dillema......tul ke keptusan yg ewan wat nie??? pening lor....sumbody plzzzz help me!!! arrrrgggghhh
Elementary/Primary School – SKMT.....slalu kene bace doa time balik skolah...so kne tolng cekgu kemaskan bilik guru coz mic doa dlm bilik guru....ingt ewan ni amah india eh??huhuhu
Middle/Secondary School – MSRM...... masuk time form 4...time die ewan jupe life yg ewan carik slame nie....agak bersyukur la... :P
Hair color – sorry.....so far, ewan tak penah color rambut lg...tp klau ewan nk try, pe color yg ok eh??? leh korang tolng pilih??? muahahaha
Long or short –skrng nk sgt BOTAK..... senang skit...jimat duit beli gel n wax...kan time gawat nie...wakakakaka
Want kids? – malas nk pikir la...leh skip tak??? ~sigh~
Want to get married? – kalu ikutkan plan idup ewan, ewan akan kawin time umo 30++...entah ye entah tak...walallahualam...

HAVE YOU EVER :

Kissed a stranger – P & C...top secret nie....opssss!!! =D
Lost glasses/contacts – stakat nie, ewan tak penah ilang lagi glasses..tp penah kene penyek ngan ponggong raksaksa a.k.a my aunty...patah riuk tu...rugi rm280 tuh!!
Ran away from home – tak penah agi...tp time gi boarding skol ader la.. hehehehe
Broken someone's heart – to be honest.... YES...there, i admit it...
Been arrested – time spot cek kat hostel dulu, ewan penah kene tgkap coz bwk bayk gile makanan ringan a.k.a magi n biskut dlm LOKER!!....geram tul..
Cried when someone died – time my grandma meninggal.... i miss her so much..

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

Is there one person you want to be with right now? – HIBAML.... 25/11 !!!!
Do you believe in God? – woooitttt...ko nk kene panah petir pe?? apo nye soklan..
sure la ewan percya..... the Almighty ALLAH


OK turn gua lak nk bg tag dekat...

~~ Pojie ~~
~~ B-Boy ~~
~~ Narimah my sweetie ~~
~~ Freakazeed ~~
~~ Gjul ~~
~~ Ryzal ~~
~~ KK ~~

Weekends mmgu nie, ewan spend mase kat umah nenek sedara ewan kat dato keramat..duk tgok2 kn die coz die dah tak sihat sgt...ewan sgt close ngan die since i was baby....she took care of me n slalu myanyi lagu/zikir tyme nk buai2 ewan dulu..(i miss my kg...huaaaa)..

lately, ewan byk spend mase kat sane...dah jarang stay umah kat s.alam lak...(hope my dearest housemates pham hal nie).....smbil2 duk wat bubur nasi, ewan duk hafal fact of cases dlm subjek Company Law II.....byk seh nk kne hafal...mati la...then, kene refer kat 2 BUAH KITAB AGUNG NIE....pening dowh!!!!!


nie kitab yg paling pening ewan penah jupe!!!!! mati la ewan....huaaaaa



ni pulak Akta yg mmg cam lalang...tiap2 tahun kene amend (pinda)....
pening aku!!!



last Saturday, ewan dpt tau berita yg agak ngejutkn ewan...tp brite ni gak ade la sumting yg ewan dah expect akan berlaku soon or later...just its all about time....mmg hancur ati, sedih giler n to be honest, ewan raser ati ewan nie cam dicarik2 ngan pisau RAMBOO.....its so n so killing me!!

FYI, ewan penah ckp yg ewan tak snggup nk TAHU, DENGAR & TENGOK prkare nie berlaku..A
mmg sumpah ewan tak sanggup...tp ape nk buat, HIDUP & TAKDIR TAK SLALU MENYEBELAHI KITER......I HAVE TO ACCEPT IT OPENLY EVEN ITS HURTING MY HEART & FEELING ALOT N ONLY GOD KNOWS!!!

Ape yg ewan harap kn just 1 = THE HAPPINESS FOR A PERSON THAT I REALLY, DEEPLY & MADLY LOVE.......PERSON WHO IS MY EVERYTHING, WHO IS MY BLOOD, WHO IS MY LIFE & MY SOUL......... Even sumer nie make me suffer like HELL n killing me, but its ok...ewan tak kisah semua nie..asalkn SEMUA NIE MAMPU BUAT SI DIE HAPPY & BHGIA...... hapines si die tu dah ckup utk ewan.....ckup utk buat ewan bernafas n berjalan....#$%^&&**#@%

Ramai org nk tau ape yg sebenarnye yg terjadi pd ewan...ape yg ewan dah wat b4....
ape yg ewan leh ckp = thanks coz bace blog ewan.....ewan just nk express the way i feel inside...
i just nk share pengalaman ewan yg tak seberapa nie ngan bloggers....so that we can be a BETTER HUMAN FOR OUR OWN FUTURE!!!!!



I will alwys LOVE U.....

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